January 4, 2007

 

"If you prepare yourself at every point as well as you can...you will be able to grasp opportunity for broader experience when it appears." ~

Eleanor Roosevelt

 

 

 

December 23, 2006

HOT Myspace Layouts

Merry Christmas!!

 

December 8, 2006

 

Well it's been awhile hasn't it? I've been slacking on so many things, but my excuse is that I'm madly in love with the man of my dreams and I'm telling you he's wonderful.  I never saw him coming, or allow me to take that back and say when I did see him coming I ran the other way thinking um no thanks this must be too good to be true and lucky for me he was a persistent man.

 

He's everything I have hoped for I swear he's gorgeous, I look at him and my heart beats at a face past.  I feel all funny inside and excited like a teenage girl.  The weird part is I haven't written anything on him, what I mean by that is I haven't written a poem about him which is so unlike me.  Perhaps because words can't describe what I feel for him.  Oh and he asked me to marry him and of course I said yes.  So allow me to introduce you to the man I love and will marry in 2007 probably February or March.

 

No I don't have anyone's support family or most friends for that matter but I do not care, I'm in love and that's that and I'm gonna marry this sexy ass man.

 

Here's some of my favorite pics of him, GOD he's hot and perfect in every way...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

November 13, 2006

 

to busy to keep this up these days sorry for my 2 or 3 fans hehe!!

 

November 4, 2006

 

Well I think I'll announce it right here I'm moving to Florida this March if not before!!  Yep I feel a poem coming on.  I write my best stuff when it comes from the heart and is not practiced so I'll quit while I'm ahead.

 

I've received a chance of a lifetime and believe me ladies and gentlemen I'm not one to give up such an opportunity, this is what happens only once, you know it's... knock knock knock, hello... Oh Robyn, here I am opportunity of a lifetime, are you interested? Um duh take me there right away!!!!

 

So I guess the fortuneteller was right about certain things, darn I sure wish I could do a happy dance right now!!!!!

 

So that is it for now! thanks for coming by and when I write a new poem you'll all be the 3rd and 4th to know hahahhahaha!

 

 

 

November 1, 2006

 

I want to study poetry, or better yet I want to write poetry, different types and one day publish my own poetry book. I want to write and express myself, it's the way I know how to open up, right now I'm feeling in a poetic mood, I would love to write a poem about love but this whole Nanowrimo thing has me busy.


Okay as of this writing, I have typed 1731 words towards my Nanowrimo story, so my goal for the day has been accomplished, now I'm a smart cookie so I'll be typing some more for those days that I cannot type as much, storing for a writers block day.

I gotta share this but I'm as happy as a pig in shit!  Yes I am, I will share with you all soon enough why but I am thrilled and happy!  Enough said.

 


Nanowrimo starts today Arrgh!!!

 

 

 

 

 

October 31, 2006

 

 Happy Halloween my friends!!

Myspace Glitters

Life has been kind to me lately, some major nice surprises, don't ask I'm not going to tell you but I'll give you a clue!  Nope I won't changed my mind, it's a woman's prerogative n'est-ce-pas? Nananabooboo, believe it or not there’s a clue there but only for those in the know!!! Sorry I’m terrible I know but it’s my site so I can be.

 

Today my favorite author’s book is out and it still hasn’t arrived at my door, my favorite hangout is talking about it and poor me cannot participate but I’ll make up for lost time Muahahaha!

 

Tomorrow I start the nanowrimo competition and wish me luck we are 4 members so far where I hang out so we’ll see how well we all do, nice club I go to and nice people that hang out there too!  Is that an Oxymoron??

 

So again wish me luck and don’t sign my guestbook please (trying reverse psychology here).  Be safe!

 

 

 
October 22, 2006
 

I told you I would do it, didn't I?? Yes I managed to insert  music on my site, now if you don't like it to bad, you'll have to turn it off by pressing the stop button on the music player.  I'm so excited that I did it.  Oh and I tried my chat and it works, so if ever you want to chat with me one of my 3 followers, just email me and we can do it thru here!

 

That's it for now!!!

 

 

 
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.  Mark Twain

 

What a great quote!  I love Mark Twain!  You see it's quotes like that; they make me what to do more, to get out there and live my life to the fullest, because I only have this one.  Now wait if there is such a thing as reincarnation and I almost hope there is, that's wonderful, but right now I only have this life to live, this life is what I know!

 

I'm looking forward to the New Year for different reasons; I know January and February will be hard, why because I plan on going back to school and smarting up this purty girl.  Don't get me wrong I'm pretty smart as it is but I want more because I can do more.  I've been shooting around business ideas in my head, looking at my strengths and weaknesses, but there is not on idea I've had so far that's an Aha moment!!  I'll keep thinking about it and searching, but have no fear I will find it.

 

 So....I've been trying to update my site, you know purty her up too! And I think I'm doing well, I don't want to go public with the site, I choose who gets the link and that's about it.  It's Sunday, I used to hate Sunday's a very long time ago, like over 10 years ago, when I didn’t know how to occupy my time.  My life is no longer like that I more than keep myself busy and sometimes just too busy.

 

I’ve started writing 3 different poems today, though I really should be working instead! No I won’t be able to make my money living on writing words, I’m not that dedicated unfortunately and from what I hear it’s a hard life and lots of work, I choose to make my money with something I’m good at.

 

I have even reconsidered going back to work as an administrative assistant for a year and then decide what I want to do after that.  I need money to pay bills and to live the life I’m accustomed to, which is freedom to buy what I want, have money put in the bank, so we’ll see, I’ll keep ya posted.

 

 

October 19, 2006

 

I am having a heck of a time trying to download music on this site! It should be simple enough, I have the software to convert blah blah blah and yet I cannot do it.  Let's not forget I am not a quitter, so I will continue trying.

 

I started another poem the other day but lost the momentum, which is a darn shame because it looked good, now I'm inspired to try another one though so wish me luck.  Hey I no, I need a muse!  That would be something else, my very own muse, nope don't think that would work for some reason.  I always associate muses with difficult people, maybe it's the movies and the way they've portrayed them.  Who knows, who cares?

 

I'm feeling good, I'm calm cool and collected and Happy too, so I just wanted to share that with my 1 or 2 site visitors, we complain when things go wrong, so I want to celebrate when things go right, or simply because I'm happy and ok.

 

Wish me luck on the music thing and please don't forget to sign my guestbook, sheesh you people!!!

 

October 17 2006 part 2

 

Well things have changed again (where is that rolling eyes smiley). Oh I wrote about what the psychic said to me and composed another poem, yes another one I don't know what is up with me other then I have a lot in my heart and it must spill out.

 

Now on the brighter side, there is a nice bright surprise in my life, one I totally didn't expect, I'm actually very pleased about it, now without giving anything away and jinxing myself, all I will say is I gotta see a guy about a horse .  

 

I was told something yesterday that I really really liked, now I'm the type of person who is determined, I don't give up on things, unless it is obvious in my face, for instance say I really wanted a guy and I'll move mountains to be with him, but if said guy isn't interested, well I know when I'm beat and I have pride, but if I think said guy and I have a chance I'll be the most determined soul you'll ever meet. 

 

Someone said to me yesterday, we are alike, they said if I want something bad enough I will figure out a way of getting it... either through the front door or the back door or if all else fails the window, god I love that saying  that's fantastic.  Imagine being that person's goal! Must be exciting at the very least.

 

 

October 16, 2006

 

Well I have 15 days to relax, I say that and think um no not really, because I work from home and have house cleaning, cooking, reading, spending times with those I love, chatting on the net with my friends, receiving some friends at home and shopping.  Have I mentioned that reading is my first love and I don’t seem to be fully immersed in it, as I would like.

 

I’ve participated in NANIWRIMO, I always wonder if I’ve written that right. Which is a sort of competition where you have to write 50,000 words in one month, now at first I thought what I can’t do that!  However, alas I’m sure I can, my brain has been working in overload these last few weeks and it’ll be more then a pleasure to spill out my guts on a peace of paper.  The best part of the competition is that it’s quantity not quality so I should sail through on this competition lol!!!

 

That’s it for now, I’m posting a poem I just wrote last night till 2:00 am, it’s called I want…

 

Sept 23, 2006

 

You know the type of day where you think, crap I wish I stayed in bed, well it wasn't totally one of those but it sort of stank anyways.  I received some nasty comments on some pics of mine that I posted on another site and it really frustrated me.  I am naieve I guess to certain things, I live by the rule of I wouldn't do that to you, so why do that to me, well little girl life isn't like that I guess too bad, I think we'd be better off if we lived with a certain code of ethics.

 

Now on the plus side, I'm making new friends at the forum that I go to, they are super, here's a special hello to Misty, Kristina and Kathy my 3 favorite people.  There are lots of other nice people as well but these are the three I'm closest with.

 

Now I'm sort of in a quagmire (hate that word) I want to be able to post stuff a blog of sorts but I need it to be confidential so I can really spill my guts out and nobody knows it's me, so I'm gonna have to create an anonymous blog with an anonymous name so I can spill my guts, cuz I've made too many friends!  Not that I want to talk about anyone, I want to talk about me (as usual he says, whilst rolling his eyes) freely, I know why don't I post something on my home computer but again that can be risky.  I just want to be free in so many ways that statement is what I want and in other ways I want something else, oops save it for the blog Robyn hehe!!

 

Peace out!

Sept 14 2006

 

Well somebody thinks I bought to many books on Ebay!! I mean really that’s not a bad thing, I love to read you’d think it was smut I bought and even if I wanted smut to read what’s wrong with that!! Absolutely nothing!  Only non-readers would not understand (I say that as though it’s a dirty word “non-readers”).

 

So I bought the following books

 

  • The Bride of the Wilderness by Charles McCarry
  • Black Silk by Judy Cuevas
  • Between Friends by Debbie Macomber
  • The Indiscretion by Judith Ivory
  • The Proposition by Judith Ivory
  • Untie My Heart by Judith Ivory
  • Dance by Judy Cuevas